My Way Of Dealing With Sadness

Hello everyone!

So today, I’ve been riding around in the roller coaster and emotion. Why? Because:

1. I got scolded for not finishing my homework.

2. I cannot stay home alone but INSTEAD I have to follow my dad to work.

3. Wasted half the day standing around because of this insurance problem dad was having.

4. Felt really irritated with my friends and myself.

5. Realise that I don’t have friends.

6. Even if I do, they’re probably back stabbing me.

7. Felt useless.

8. Feel like crying.

Do you see the similarities between all of those? Yes. They’re all connected to the emotion called sadness.

Being a very fail human being that I am, I fail to control these emotions and end up posting statuses about it.

So THE ONE AND ONLY WAS I SOLVED THESE PROBLEMS IS…..

binge eating.

If you don’t know what binge eating is, well do you know how people eat a lot when they’re sad? That’s binge eating.

To consume a large amount of food in a short period of time.

I know that it sound REALLY unhealthy but really. If you had a choice to eradicate sadness and be fat or have depression and anxiety overflow your body which one would you choose?

…obviously the first one. Without the being fat one.

WELL that’s it for today’s blog post and oh by the way, I just bought An Abundance Of Katherines by John Green today and I’m lovin’ it! IT’S HILARIOUS I CAN ASSURE YOU.

So I’ll see you guys in the next post.

Bye! ily.

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I SUCK AT ENGLISH! :(

Hello everyone!

So it’s the holidays in Malaysia so.. hi I’m back!

So last Friday, my school hosted this English learning session thingy for the Form 3 students (15 years old) who will be facing the PT3 exam this year. It was quite boring but it’s mandatory so I really can’t do anything about it.

So the lecturer (our teacher) was teaching and I was like ‘Whatever. I know my English stuff,’ . After the lecture, she was like ‘Ok, I have work for you guys,’ and handed out these thick compilation of grammar exercises. And of course, with my ego I was just like ‘This is gonna be a piece of cake,’ internally.

I answered some of the questions and the lecturer was like ‘ARE YOU READY TO CHECK THE ANSWERS TOGETHER?’ and everyone was like ‘NOOOOO!’ but she proceeded anywhere. And THAT’S when, ‘What? Why did I get this wrong? Why did I get that wrong?WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY WRONGS?’

Personally, I think that my English is far more superior than my friends but in reality, it’s not. Many people got higher marks than me in our school’s English exam. From what my friends see during that time is that I just accepted my fate of getting a B in the exam but internally I was OUTRAGEOUS. ‘THIS UNACCEPTABLE! I’M FAR MORE BETTER THAN MY FRIENDS IN ENGLISH. I’M THE ALPHA ONE. I’M THE SUPERIOR ONE. BUT WHY?’

Now I think that really, I should just accept that fate that I am indeed the contrary of being the Alpha one. *exaggerated sigh* Thanks ego for blinding myself from the reality that is I SUCK IN ENGLISH! 😦

I hope you somehow liked my weird blog entry. Be sure to hit that like button and share it to your friends! It helps. 🙂

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Please tell me if I’ve made any grammatical mistakes in my blog posts. Maybe it’ll help improve my English?

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Exams

Phew..
HELLO EVERYONE! So how was your week? Mine was horrible. Bad things happened and just made me feel depressed and… whatever. Let’s just save those stories for another week.

So if you’ve been a reader on my blogger blog then you know that I posted a blog post about how NOT to get ready for the exams.

And it worked. My grades are HORRIBLE.

Honestly, I think you guys will think my grades are good but for me, it’s the definition of bad grades.

I got C for my maths and omg. 2As and the rest are all Bs.

😦

That’s all from me, sorry that you have to hear me rant about my grades.

Have a nice day! ❤

Fame

So hello everyone! How was your day? I hope you’re doing splendid!

So today me, my brother and cousins went to the movies to well watch a movie. It was a show about my country’s football (as in kicking the ball into the goal net thing and not rugby) history. It was a really great and interesting movie. But really, that’s not the only reason why we watched the movie. The other reason is that, my brother’s friend who is also my senior was in it. He only said like two lines in the whole movie though but we still came to watch him in the movie.

From a normal guy to a movie actor. It’s a normal occurrence that people will change before and after being famous.

And that’s what I’ll be talking about today : What Fame Does to People

Okay, don’t lie. We have all dreamt of being a famous person in our lives. I mean, I still do. But let me just tell you the changes a person who has fame will face.

1. People will start to like you
So now you’re just a normal kid in school. Possibly not really liked and just.. meh. Your following on Instagram is more than your followers. And even some of your school mate who KNOWS you doesn’t even follow you. But when you achieve the status of a famous person, they’ll come running towards you. They’ll love you and be proud that you’re they’re ‘friends’ even though they didn’t even follow your Instagram before you’re famous. When someone starts to talk about you, they’ll start nagging about how he/she ‘s your ‘friend’ even though they probably isolated you in the first place.

2. No privacy
I’m pretty sure everyone knows who Sia is. If you don’t she’s the singer who sang Titanium and Chandelier. If you’ve noticed, (I mean how can anyone not notice it) she doesn’t show her face to the public anymore. She’s always hiding behind her wig or some fancy face covering accessory. That’s because she doesn’t want to be known when in public. She wants to live a normal life like us. I suppose that’s a picture of how bad the famous life is. You’ll always be surrounded by rumours, paparazzis and crazy maniac fans who’ll track down your location. Creepy.

I’m really out of ideas now but that’s all I’ve got. Please comment down below about your thoughts on this blog entry. Also, do you still want to be famous? Comment down below!

That’s all from me. BYE XOXO

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Dreams

Hello everyone.

Dreams. Let’s talk about that. And I’m not talking about sleep dreams but future achievements. Or something along the line.

So it’s been like 15 years and I’ve been constantly changing my career choice (that’s the right word. career.). From scientist to graphic designer and to this day, I’m STILL undecided on my career choice. So here, I will tell you my very unrealistic career choice or dreams as of now.

  1. YouTuber/Vlogger

Yes, I know this is a really unrealistic career especially because the life of a YouTuber is not constant. Many ups and downs. And because of that, your money flow is also not constant. But it’s the fact that your videos can make people smile and laugh is the thing that’s really burning my spirit to become a YouTuber. But with my current condition of not having a good camera and laptop, I guess I’ll have to put it on hold. *shrugs*

2. Blogger

You might be thinking, “Aren’t you a Blogger already?” Well yeah, but I think that blogging is more of a hobby. Well, I could attach Adsense on my blog that way I could get some income. But, the thing is that Adsense doesn’t like the .wordpress.com. You have to have a domain without the .wordpress.com. And the only way I can fix that is by purchasing wordpress’ premium plan but..yeah.

So basically that’s all for my potentially impossible to achieve dreams. Why don’t share down the comments if you have any potentially impossible to achieve dreams. (Wow that was a mouthful)

That’s all from me, BYE XOXO

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From Blogger To WordPress

So if you’re a reader from my Blogger site, hello and glad that you’d still want to take a cruise on life with me.
If you’re a new reader, welcome!

The reason why I’m changing from Blogger to WordPress is that I feel that WordPress gives a lot more freedom than Blogger does.

I mean, every blogspot site looks the same.

So I hope you’ll follow my blog and ride the cruise of my life. It’ll mean A LOT to me!

That’s all.

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