Tired

I’ve progressed through the game of life for about 16 years now and the same thing keeps stressing me out and it’s other people’s expectations towards me. I am a very insecure person. I care about anything people say about me. You know it gets tiring trying to change and adapt yourself to other people’s expectations.

Everyone has their own opinion on a ‘perfect’ me. Some people want me like this and some people want me to be like that while my real self has no space. 

I’m done. I’m tired.

I’ve jumped to a very ‘easier said than done’ conclusion. I’m me. Nobody can change that. Why fulfill your expectations when you will never be satisfied with who I am?

People’s expectations are like a flame. Everytime try to fulfill it, it’s like you’re chucking firewoods into the flame, making combust more brighter and could potentially harm you. So rather than adding more firewood to the fire why not just leave it? I mean in the end the fire will die out right? 

Yes.

I am who I am. Deal with it.